Neglect

ThiNgs are happening way toO slow
I want to say every thing is okaay
but I cant seem to leave the past a lone
Even tho theres a shift in my habits
the feelings I inhabit
and my climate is off by the nearest hundredth

Somebody has to help me
because I can not help myself
Im missing yhuu in my head
my body re acts after dark
Realizing the truth
being pulled apart by 300 thread count sheets
because i keep tossing and turning

Let my heart do the talking
One time, then make the decision
because this is clearly neglect
Im crying , pouting and I still haven been saved
tell me why
why what did I do?

helpLess In aLL Angles of romance
I thought I was everything to you
but I guess everything I have won't do

UnOrthOdox

so i guess

i left...

aN irregular PatterN on how i BLoG,

FeLLow's ,Gents..

I repeNt.

LoL

My Thoughts are Not Bien wasted However I wanna Take a Minute && Counts my BlessiNgs.

ThanK God.

Thank Jesus.

He Loves Me :)

DoNt ask Me anything...

Why do people ask questions?

To get an answer ,right?

-Wrong.

Their is usually an assumption in every case of a question.

& there is always a hidden agenda.

Not to mention the person who's asks this question does not know who you truly are.

Or else they would not have to ask.

Bassically Im fed up.

I have Had enough of this exposition that im living in.

People think they know me and they dont.

Not even the person that gave birth to me completley know's who I am.

And they never will.

End of story.

What does it mean?

A few nights ago I had a dream that included a dragonfly.

Okay, yes you're probably wondering whats the significance in this.

Well,I believe in reincarnation- to an extent. and I always believed that my grandfather, who was very dear to me would become a dragonfly when he passed.

My grandmother (his wife) and I believed that.

So when I see a dragonfly , I respect its life as I had valued my Grandfathers when he was alive.

alrite so back to my dream...

This dream was a bad dream and it involved a dragonfly and an owl.

Now, the owl had lived in the same habitat as the dragonfly.

I believe the owl was going for something else but couldnt capture it so it went for the dragonfly.

In my dream i witnesses up close ..the owl killing the dragonfly.

It was graphic and disgusting. Turned my stomach

The dragonfly was gushing with what appeared as blue blood and it seemed like there was more blood then its little body could truly produce.

I really wish I could figure out what this means.

This gets me everytime...

Subliminal Messaging- is a signal or message embedded in another object, designed to pass below the normal limits of perception. These messages are indiscernible by the conscious mind, but allegedly affect the subconscious nor deeper mind...

Mind Blowing..

and so true......

A V A T A R

Avatar Definitely B E T T E R than the Titanic

Watched: 3x

Rating:10/10

Giver of Light

Soon the sun will rise. And the day will say farewell to the night.

It will begin to reign light into everyones lives

It will embrace your sorroundings and give guidance to every human being.

yeah this may not happen all at one time.

But a Re-occurring Miracle such as this is a gift from God.

To be shared with everyone, when the time is right.